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Mind-blowing

How mind-blowing is that.
We never know when will be the last day of our life in this world.
We never know how many remaining days we have.
1 day? 3 days? 2 weeks? 1 year?

How mind-blowing is that.
We have the Hereafter awaits.
This world is just temporary.
The Awaiting Hereafter is the permanent one.
And by that, we're gonna be decided by God, which place we'll be placed later.
And we don't get so many choices tho.
It is either Heaven. Or Hell.

How mind-blowing is that.
Heaven is permanent.
How would the Heaven look like.
How would my Heaven look like.
At some extent, I wonder, it's gonna be all happiness and joyous and pleasantness that we're gonna feel in the Heaven but how can we be all happy all the time?
What are the things I really want to have forever?
And it's exciting to think about it.

But, will I? Will I even be accepted by God to enter the Heaven?
But I don't wanna taste the Hell. I know it's incredibly painful.
But, have i done enough to be accepted to His Heaven? Have I?
What did I do to even be accepted?
I did nothing.
God, I did nothing.

I think it's time to do something.
We delay the repentance cause we think we got much more time ahead to ask forgiveness from Allah, from people around us, and to do good.
Yet we never know when will be the last time we can do so.

Our time is running out.
We don't have much time.
My time would come soon.
I never know when.
May Allah forgive me.
May Allah forgive us.
May Allah have mercy and bless upon us.
May Allah never leave us.

Insan Terbaik

Alhamdulillah. Kalau takde orang yang percayakan kitorang, ayah akan sentiasa percayakan kitorang and bagi semangat. Saat semua orang berfikiran negative pada kitorang, ayah sentiasa akan positive pada kitorang and bagi semangat. Ayah always there for us.

Alhamdulillah, berkat sokongan moral yang ayah sentiasa tiup dalam diri aku ni semenjak kecil sampai besar, buat aku yakin dengan setiap tindak-tanduk aku dan buat aku berani untuk menghadapi dunia.

Alhamdulillah aku tak penah kekurangan ciuman ayah. Even umur dah 20-an mcm ni pon ayah masih cium aku macam aku masih kecil. We still do the cuddling like the old times. Pada ayah anak-anak dia tak pernah besar dan masih kecil.

Terima kasih ayah. What did i do to deserve you. Please stay by me and the girls' side forever. Tak pernah putus doa untuk aku dapat suami yang cinta dan kasih pada anak-anaknya serupa macam ayah ☺☺☺

Happiness

The voice I hear through the phone.
The giggles you make when you tease me.
The laughs you burst when I'm getting mad.
The thought of your face.
The thought of your smile.
The thought of your touch.
The thought of being right next to you.
The face that I'm longing for.
The existence that I've always missed.
The appearance that I've always wanted.
The beauty of your being.
The idea of having you.

Happiness.
That's what I call happiness.
You.
My happiness.

Rajuk

Rajuk hati ini
Tak siapa yang tahu.

Rindu di hati ini
Tak ingin dicanang.

Pengertian didamba
Bukan kepalang.

Nangis tak mahu
Ego beraja.

Memendam di hati
Memakan jiwa.

Berharap nanti
Elok sendiri.

Soul and Distance

It's not easy
When you feel uncontrolled, uncomfortable and uneasy
No peace
No direction.

You feel bad
You feel ashamed
You feel guilty
Yet you can't do anything
You don't have the ability.

All you do is let everything be
You give no damn to anything
Without you realise, you're ruining yourself
You listen to whom you're not supposed to listen to.

The distance is greater
You don't realise
It's damaging the soul
The soul in your heart.